My name is Amanda and I’m a dreamer.

I’ve having trouble focusing today.  I’m working on this big project that I’ve been dreaming about, scheming about, gathering content for and designing for months now.  It’s a website that is supposed to “launch” this week but I’m just not feeling up to do the work today.  I have very little time for procrastination today because in 1 hour I am supposed to go and get my hair cut, then I have to run an errand, then I have to host a tasting menu dinner for 12 people.  Oh and it’s 1pm and I am still in my robe.  Doh!

I was doing really great for a while there, really productive and really working hard non-stop.  I even found time to clean my whole house!  But then I started hanging out with people that do their dreams for a living and the way they talked about what they do was so inspiring and made me so hopeful for my own project that I left feeling excited, hopeful, and exhausted at the possibilities the future could hold for me.  It was SO inspiring in fact that I’ve spent the last few days with my head in the clouds dreaming about what could be instead of focusing on what I need to do to get there!

Anyway, I gotta go take a shower before my haircut appointment.  Maybe sitting in that chair for 2 hours (I have waist length hair) will be the boredom I need to get all the dreaming out of me and then I can get back to reality and be “on” for my dinner.  I hope so!